PLANNING

I currently have 7 subjects this term. And one of them is EMG110 or learning about being a manager for the future! We had our topic 'Planning'--that there's no point in going somewhere where you still actually have no idea where that is! When professor Bio actually asked what our goals were or what we plan to do in the future--as much as i want to participate--i just don't know what i plan to do! and it's a crazy feeling REALLY.

So it's been 2 weeks (almost 3) that i've been thinking deeply of what i want to do after i finish college.

I remember when i was a little younger...i wanted to be a stewardess in Emirates (in Dubai.) and right now, i'm actually thinking of pursuing it :D I know my friends and people who know me are thinking BUT YOUR CHUBBY BUT YOUR SHORT BUT BUT BUT BUTTS :)) hey i may be chubby but i still have plans in reducing my weight (there's a right time for that you know). All i actally need is to finish a course with a Degree! and voila! i can be a stewardess :D that's PLAN A. My Plan B is designing layouts for billboards--in Dubai again. Why Dubai if you ask--it's my Home town! I grew up eating grilled halal chickens with grass as side dish, and shuwarmas cooked/made by arabs. and trust me, shuwarmas in middle East countries are waaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than shuwarmas here. :)) now talking about food?!?

Back to what i plan--I thought of doing Plan A and B at the same time! why not, right?

But the problem is..i first want to get experience getting a job that has got something to do with my course (2 years maximum maybe). I'm thinking of another problem when i get to the point where i'll be going back to Dubai...my boyfriend! yes....my boyfriend. i don't even know know if it's a problem, but somehow it is because i dont want to be far away from him--but both of us has goals and plans to be successful and all. I know he'd support me. I expect that he will at least. and I actually expect that he'll come to Dubai, not necessarily with me but after me...if you get what i mean. Hence, we'll be working in Dubai and be happppppppppppy and pursue with our plans as a couple. (isn't that wonderful? cool with career, lovelife, and in supporting our families as well) :D

And when i'm happy with my career as a stewardess or/and an artist, i'll be able to give my mom a beautiful life...she's all that i have...and my sister of course..and wawi (my dog) :)

and of course pay what i owe my friend (i love you friend. you know who you are. God bless you) P.S: she actually helped me continue my studies when i wasn't able to pay my tuition fees. she's a wonderful person really.

But for the meantime, as i continue to work and study harder for all my plans, goals, dreams, plans, goals, dreams.......

I pray to the Lord that He'll be with me thru my tough times and success, and to continue to bless me EVERY term in mapua, "a shining and shimmering--FULL SCHOLARSHIP". Trully, nothing's impossible when you're with the Lord.

God bless us :)

till my next post ^_^